finally its the holidays.. sry for not updating.. did not feel like it over the past few days.. ok first of all i would like to say how i feel.. its as though i'm not going anywhere in terms of progress.. perhaps its due to my almost never say die attitude that i can't tell if the other party is totally rejecting me.. sigh.. anyway, since i do not see any signs of total rejection, i'll assume that everything is normal and there's nothing to worry about..

anyway, here's a music video of my current favourite song of the week.. Ju Hua Tai by Jay Chou
the chorus is steeped with meaning for those who can read between the lines...

菊花殘　滿地傷　妳的笑容已泛黃
花落人斷腸　我心事靜靜躺
北風亂　夜未央　妳的影子剪不斷
徒留我孤單　在湖面　成雙