two posts in the same day is rather hard to do but here goes nothing. as the sun sets, i see the lightning arcing in the sky from the place where i'm typing near the balcony.. it looks as though it's going to rain. like i said, still feeling high after hearing that lincoln managed to attain a silver for napfa, i guess this calls for a celebration. will bring the hershey's kisses to school after prelims ^^ got two packs here for special events and i think this would qualify as one of them. on the other hand, i better not take the chocolates since my face is starting to undergo the same transition which it does every term or so when i feel seriously stressed. although i have no idea what it is i'm stressed about right now. probably due to the fact that i have yet to even touch a single book/lecture note for prelims. hence i have no idea whether to attend night study in the following nights. kinda tempted to since it would provide a great alternative rather than coming home to switch on my laptop. i think i may actually consider it although i have no idea how packed the buses will be at that hour. that may actually determine whether i will go for it. i definitely do not want to get packed like a sardine.. may also consider going to school this weekend to study as well, depending on whether i can get a group of friends to go with. preferably people who are able to answer my questions if i have any.

going to donate blood on wednesday again.. it will be my 5th blood donation in 3 years. looking forward to it as always. hope to get another squeeze toy again. so far i got a blood bag, a heart, a soccer ball and a blood drop.. haha collector's item.. ^^ i encourage all the guys in my class who is able to donate to donate their blood.

as i look at the dark sky now, i reflect on the stuff which i have done.. whilst i hate being lied to and encourage others to tell the truth, i now find myself lying to cover up some things which i don't want people to find out about. i have no idea why i turned to lying instead of telling the truth. perhaps it is for the best that certain people do not find out the truth at this point of time. for the truth may be a bit too hard for them to handle and it may also have some unintended consequences. that's not to say that lying is good but then in the short run, it will have to do.. so i apologise to those who i am currently lying to.. although u won't know unless i tell u that i'm lying right? on the other hand, since i hardly lie, it can also be said that i'm a rather lousy liar so my lies may have already been seen through. o well...