well prelims are over woohoo!! the class and i went to plaza singapura to eat lunch today at the manhattan fish market. my last time eating at another outlet was not a very nice experience and learning from that experience, i played safe by ordering the grilled salmon fillet which was alright and definitely much better than what i had the last time. started out with five people and ended off with about 16 people in the restaurant. but after seeing samantha's portion of dory fish and chips, i couldn't help but feel rather ripped off. overall enjoyed lunch on a whole, although i didn't feel very comfortable at the table as i felt like the odd one out. anyway, as everyone left later, it was a rather "difficult" choice to make as people went to the movies, to bugis to do shopping, walked around doing window shopping i assume. it was obvious that i couldn't go watch movies for rather obvious reasons, didn't want to go bugis or walk around as i was feeling rather tired, plus i'll be going out with my ncc friends tommorrow for a send-off party.

it's a good thing that exams are over but as i was taking the bus back home, i couldn't help but feel rather melancholic. i was not happy at all. i felt as though i was missing/forgetting something. just can't place my finger on it. it maybe the exams and the fact the "i can't believe that it's over" syndrome or it could be something else , which i decline to speculate since i still want to reject it. i can't and i refuse to accept what my heart is telling me. i just can't, not at this point of time bring myself to tell the truth which i have hidden away from the world.

once again i walk down the path,
of loneliness and solitude,
searching for the light,