well finally i am able to do this in school...feel kinda evil doin this during project work...anyway, i have to attend a briefing for ltc later and i may be going back home kinda late...well now i am feeling seriously awkward...i can't help but feel that she still feels awkward around me...maybe i feel a bit insecure or this may actually be the truth that has been presented right in front of me...

i really miss the first three months when everything seemed fine and when i didn't need to disturb you by going to your class...wait a minute...i didn't restart this blog only to begin putting down all my personal thoughts about you...o well, we should remain as friends....










we should...