it's been quite a while since i last blogged hasn't it? anyway, it has been a rather busy few weeks for me as i settle down towards the prelims and the A levels.. also, i have now become the person people seek advice for relationships.. surprisingly that four people have come to see me so far and man is it a complicated thing they have going on.. anyway, the thing with them is more or less settled since i put quite a lot of thought to helping the parties involved especially since it was my two brothers in school who are involved in this.. the gals in the situation are both good people and i'm quite happy for them to have found someone they can like.. however, i had to stop someone from continuing since i felt that it was not good to play with the feelings of a person especially if the person has complete trust in you and likes you.. as such i had to stop that person before he broke the gal's heart.. i gave away his plan willingly and ended up destroying the friendship between the two.. david said that i did it because i wanted her for myself.. i told him that i wouldn't resort to such means to get the person i want.. i did it because she was my friend and i did not want to see her get hurt.. as to why i don't want to see her get hurt then i have no idea.. perhaps i was indeed attracted to her at one point of time in the past.. i wonder if she reads myblog.. but since now david's chasing her then i won't fight with him.. i'd rather that david like the person and the pserson like him in return then fight with them.. i'd rather let my heart and myself suffer and let her be happy then fight with my brothers even if i need the emotional support from a special someone.. that's the principle i'm working on.. i won't fight with them over the person as fighting never has a happy ending for anyone.. but i'll make sure that no harm comes to the two gals involved.. i'll let all of them follow their hearts.. still, i can't help but feel that warm feeling within me when i talk with her.. wait a minute.. must be hallucinating.. moving on..

went for guitar concert on friday after floorball.. kudos to chris for taking all those penalty shots for me.. too bad we eventually lost 1-0 on penalties.. still a brilliant effort from our class team which was made up of people who were playing the game for the first time.. guitar concert was fantastic and my friends and i enjoyed ourselves throughout the performance and later we went to orchard road at night.. a pity that the whole place was closing for the day so it was more or less a wasted trip for those who went there.. sorry guys.. waited quite a while for the bus before i remembered that one should never attempt to take a bus to bukit panjang so late at night unless one aspires to be a sardine.. went for the scholar's choice thing today with a few of my classmates and it was a rather ok thing but who am i lying to? everyone was there for the free food.. my friends and i didn't want to queue with the masses at the "networking" session and so decided to leave suntec.. we met some of our j1s at the event and i got to find out a bit more about the scholarship programmes available to us students.. david remarked something which i find quite logical.. why did the people at sph send the invitations to our school especially since our school isn't the best in terms of results and the chance for our people to get scholarships are much much lower compared with the jcs down the road.. i have to agree with him to a certain extent but it was a good chance for us to find out about scholarships and also to give us something to work towards as we approach the A levels.. i think i'll try for the Ministry of Foreign Affairs scholarship.. it'll be interesting to work overseas and meet people from across the globe.. at least i have a target to work towards to..

advice for those in love..
be true to your heart..
but do not rush things..