seriously.. some people are in need of a serious awakening.. i'm not just refering to some people after the mid-years (actually no need to.. most have already awakened) but i'm refering to my brother.. a brief intro, he's in sec 3 this year and is studying in a school nearby. unfortunately, he has a serious attitude problem with my authority over him especially with respect to his friends and where he goes on weekends. firstly, he invited one of his primary school friends over to my house and my grandmother let him in.. i have no problems with the person a particular but the one i have a serious problem with is the guy's mother.. the mother has called my house on quite a few occasions with regards to her son and at that time, my brother asking him to follow him to church. its not that i discourage people going to church but i feel that the mother is really too much for calling up my house and asking some stuff, such as info on what my parents are doing in china, i mean like, who the hell gave her the right to probe into the situation of my family and why the hell do i need to listen and answer her questions with regards to this? i can sense that she feels that my brother is a bad influence on her son but i would beg to differ. ever since my brother met her son in primary school, his grades have been slipping, which resulted in him entering a neighbourhood school (no offence) and he has become quite rebellious against my parents and i. yet he claims that he wants to be a Christian.. no offence but i'm quite sure that churches do not teach people to disrespect their parents. so i can only assume that this was the result of mixing with bad influences. namely his choice of friends.. actually not so bad for most of them but for a certain some, its really bad..

and yet it seems that i myself am judging my brother. perhaps this is because of lack of sleep as a result of my aircon failing half way through the night last night.. how ironic since i just got it maintained a few days ago.. on my personal side, i'm quite happy since i finally realise that its actually quite good to be single.. even though i lack the emotional support as a result, its quite good to feel independent especially after a scare from david and johan.. phew


being single is great!! =)