decided to change the song.. to "A New Day Has Come" by Celine Dion. she has a very nice voice.. particularly one of my favourite songs. taking a break before i start revising for the chem test tmr. at this point of time, i wish to thank all those who have helped me pull through every crisis which i have faced in my jc life, be it from studies, lost love, etc. thank you to each and every one of you. after glancing through the affirmations which my class has made for one another, i have come to the conclusion that i am a despo who is focusing on getting a gf rather than studying.. lol, o well i'll take it as a compliment haha.. but seriously, i'll be focusing on the A levels till it is over and done with. that's my primary objective and i will make sure that it is accomplished. writing poems may become a rather profitable thing to do if i win the $100 up for grabs.. assuming that i do send in one entry at least. but some things still keep me from sending one in: first is due to the fact that i did put my feelings towards a person into it, most of the time feelings of love and compassion (ok mostly love), i don't know what the person will think of the poem which i have dedicated to her. if one does not like it, should i send it in anyway? secondly, i don't think of myself being a very good poet and hence may only make a fool of myself if i send it in. thirdly, if one was to see the completed poem in its entirety, it may be an open public declaration of love to that person which may not be wise to let the whole school know.. on the other hand, someone has already sent in part of a poem of mine for the same competition, he used the first two parts of the poem and changed the title. while i don't hold anything against the person, i still can't believe that he actually dared to pass off another person's work as his own. i now know how the person felt when he broke her heart.. but one thing i do know is that i couldn't even possibly begin to understand the feelings which she must have felt when i told her the truth about him. she must have been devastated. yet, i think she must have taken it in her stride and just moved on especially since they have returned to being friends. perhaps this is one reason, she has a very strong spirit and heart, which is quite contrary to my own. if only i had such strength..

anyway, i will be helping lincoln with his 2.4km tmr. i hope that he can pass especially since his timing is hovering rather close to the passing time already.





Hush, now
I see a light in the sky
Oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe
I've been touched by an angel with love