ok since i got the time before my parents return, i'm going to write an entire blog entry about johan in retaliation for what happened today.. muahahaha.. oh my goodness.. johan has some homosexual tendencies.. since david is enjoying his 5 day mc for extracting his wisdom tooth, i decided to take his seat in class so that i would not feel as though i am an island cut off from the rest of the row. bad idea.. johan started having some rather weird actions during gp when he started leaning over to me and putting his arm around me. this later turned into some physical stuff which he did with christopher during econs lecture today and it's rather obvious that it caugh the attention of some other people in the lecture theatre, can u imagine two 18 year old students touching each other's thighs? so disgusting. later it got even more disturbing when he started stroking the bottom of alston and my chair. and if that wasn't enough, he started talking about some rather insulting stuff with respect to "imagine ahem..." u can probably imagine all the sexual stuff which came out of his mouth later.. totally insulting.. couldn't take it after a while and moved back to my old seat.. goodness.

o well, finally bothered to type in the poems which i have composed over the past few weeks. so now i have 18 stored in my computer with another 2 in the works. the 18th, 19th and 20th are dedicated to two individuals in class and i do hope that they like them. i think i'll finish composing these two before i move on to writing for the literature writing competition. to write a prose is going to be rather hard since the last time i actaully wrote a story was most likely in secondary school. i think i should be able to give the art students a run for their money, which by the way is $100 in cold hard cash as well as getting one's work published in the zephyr.. the college's magazine which showcases good works from the students, which would indeed be an honour for someone from a science class. in hindsight, perhaps i would be performing better academically if i had chosen to go into the arts stream. that said, i do not regret the choice which i have made.. i have enjoyed my time with my class and made quite a lot of new friends across the span of two years. and besides, an arts education is going to make it a little bit harder for me to enter the school of sciences at nus. however, i think that i may have discovered a new passion. i may want to study law after i leave cjc. after hearing the speakers at think career day last week, i am really tempted to try for law at either nus or smu. however, as to which type of law i would like to specialise in, i'm not so sure about it yet. can't make the decision between criminal law and corporate law. i would really want to do my part in helping to bring criminals to justice but not as a policeman. i feel that there is a need for people such as public prosecutors to make sure that the evil in the world are given their due justice and that all victims in crimes would be able to seek redress for that which has been done unto them.

oh yeah, found out today that my home tutor actually has read my blog before.. don't know if this is supposed to be a good thing but since i have put some stuff on the blog, i think it's ok for everyone to see and also expect to be teased/suaned by people about some of the things written here especially about certain issues. tmr's the college's national day celebration and we'll be walking from school to ccab before dancing there. should i start picking dance partners? haha.. i think i'll leave it to fate. if it's meant to be it's meant to be. i'll wait till after a levels before attempting to woo anyone.. (yes to any gal who thinks i'm wooing u, relax till after a levels lol).. a levels are very important.. at least that's what i've been hearing for ages..


love vs studies
a very difficult choice, no?