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i'd like to thank "." for being able to argue with me. perhaps it's good to have people like him/her to scold me when the time is needed. perhaps i'm trying to justify myself. you have made me ponder whether it's kinda childish to hate. as a "mature" person, i'm supposed to let bygones be bygones but of course to every "mature" person, there's always a side of childishness/selfishness isn't there? i don't think of myself to be really mature, after all no one is absolutely mature in the full sense of the word. but i would have to say that perhaps you misinterpreted what i wrote and hence wrote "you have no right to prohibit the person from liking sum1 else.". i did say what you wrote (read:last paragraph of prev post) as such i find that maybe you need to look deeper into the post rather than take things as face value. emotions are woven into the fabric that are words. but in any case, thanks a lot. you have provided another outlet for me to focus my feelings at this point of time. and by the way, don't ask me to forget about it. if you dont know latin, i'll tell you what the last line means: indulgeo non alieno, to pardon but not to forget. read into it, for that's the person that i am..