The Story I Can't Forget

it's been quite a while since i last posted hasn't it? a lot of things have happened since then, been overseas with the remainder of my leave for the year, got a new 5th gen ipod nano from the airport while i was at it, elsewhere, the world seems to be in great shape, global warming is playing havoc with the climate and a lot of people are dying due to the results of their own actions indirectly or otherwise due to the actions of others. and here back home, a beauty queen has been forcibly dethroned (good riddance). what a disgrace to the country and to herself. taking part in one of the most prestigious beauty pageants with a conviction of credit fraud. not to mention the horrible spoken english of the person. "leopard prins", "rad", "biginis" and most notably, "boomz". and to top it all off, the person can still have the cheek to say that she didn't bother reading the rules and regulations of the pageant and that it wasn't a big deal since she had taken part in other pageants before and the organisers for those pageants didn't check thoroughly, including this one. though it may be a fault on the part of the organisers for not checking thoroughly, it is still on the honous of the contestant to be truthful in the details provided on registration. it is even worse now that she is putting the blame on the runner-up for revealing the details of the conviction to the press.

anyway, time passes so fast.. just about a year ago i was busy revising everyday with my friends for what was to be our A levels and now it's my juniors' turn. so many things have changed since then. my parents are moving to another part of china once again, this time to shanghai. well i guess it's not so bad since it is more developed then hainan island. i hear that the place they got there has a nice view, an indoor swimming pool and even has a room for pool, which excites me somewhat.. somewhat.. very few things actually arouse my interest nowadays, if any. i'm finding myself increasingly disinterested with my life. there's nothing to be done since i have done most of the things which i wanted to do, and along with my parents, i have eaten at a alot of the good restaurants in singapore. i have not many things to shop for and even shopping is boring to a certain extent without the correct company and if i have nothing to buy.

in fact i don't have much feelings for anything at this point of time. i guess i have finally gotten rid of most of my feelings about everything, the story which i supposedly can't forget has me questioning my actions at that point of time, whether what i did was correct despite my feelings at that time. in any case, logic now runs my everyday and i speak less often then usual, which is already very little to begin with. i guess the next thing is to change my appearance which i'm not really happy with, which is going to be rather easy. just start by losing weight, which ironically has the same sound as feelings/emotions in japanese. oh the irony. but oh well.. will blog another day.